To you

I know that you will read this, so it not as much faith as it takes to, let's say, pray.

I am terrified of you and what you can do. I am thankful all the morecfor what remains.

I shudder when I think of her being able to stand up to you, so to speak. But, I share the unique opinion that you can still be forgiven if you want to. There is some love in you still, cause you love me. Yes, I know it. Although, I am not even half as brave as she was, I do recognize you. And somehow I think I understand what you did and the terrible mess that you made, and no matter how it ought to go as part of your plan, there is a way to be together happily ever after, when your tantrums are over, we'll talk.