I want to jot down an intense feeling and no extraneous comment. I feel confused because I know there is a God in Heaven and that He knows and loves me, but I feel so much animosity towards Utah "Mormony" things. I am getting ready to watch conference and listening to the Mormon Tabernacle Choir and I feel angry and what is somehow a subversion (which makes no sense).
Maybe it comes from the rude words and antagonistic taunts fired from either side of a serious debate ( which ought not have existed) between Utah members and native mississippi members regarding how things ought to be done (when interpreting the church handbook).
