Somewhere in Time

This whole blog was inspired,by an obsession with Beethoven, but this post/letter in particular was inspired by a scene that keeps replaying in my mind. I loved it so much that as a child I wrote it down entirely thinking that I would,memorize it. I am referring to the "Is it you?" Speech which was adlib supposedly for the stage, but obviously had been composed in her heart for a long time with the propect of finding that one that she had been warned about. It is from that movie that I decided that Jane Seymour must be one of the most beautiful women alive. According to the movie that enchanting photo was taken while she was actually smiling at her love, who goes back in time, making the impossible distance of time a penetrable barrier and their final reuniting so much more fulfilling. I have been too influenced,by others dreams as seen on the "Silver Screen". Without further ado...here is what I would say to you.

I do not know why you stayed away so long, Was it part of some elaborate purpose that You are waiting for me to understand? My biggest fear is that,like learning to use the brain for other things, your procrastination has caused,my once fertile brain to assume other tasks which I fear like relearning to walk the limp becomes pronounced and part of my gait, I needed to love and in your absence I did, and I fear that emotional limp will never go away.
I love you. You. And want sooner than later to be together. This probably sounds foolish, but everything you do requires me. Except for breathing. Do not die, but if you do, death is no match for me. Eventually, I will cross over, too so, do not prolong a reunion. We were always together before and as we were tossed into this,being. Never doubt that I will find you. I only am waiting now to be found, surely You can recognize me.

Really, there are so many things that appear significant and deserving of attention, but really, none compare to the importance of being together.

It is an undeniable truth that we should be together. Do not fight it. I always was the independent one, not you, so comeon already. Let's realize what really matters and just "blow this joint."

Ok, admittedly, I am just passing through here, I see you and something forcably turns,my gaze. I see you but, still know where I am headed, I just want to take you with me. So yeah, if you are waiting for me to need you. I won't. But, here I am I have found you, and though I do believe that I will need you living without you for so long has caused me to think differently, like I don't need you. Please, change my mind. I have nothing more to say but this:I have always loved you.am